Those times when everything hits you hard at one time, weird right? you are not even close to crying, not even mad. not even sad or even disappointed.
You feel blank, you will stare blankly at life & start questioning why did this happening to you? why did you do wrong in life until you deserve this kind of punishment in life? and starting to laugh at your life. yes, silly how its sounds like you are close to turned insane.
nope, you are doing it right. you are just done with it. Rather than being overthinking, putting yourself in depression, over sadness, you just chose to smile & laugh like everything is doing fine.
This is what i thought about how you should deal with life & with the people who living in it.
fuck everyone who tried to be those motivational shit ass in your life, because the know nothing but never forget to appreciate them, atleast they tried.
fuck everyone that said " you're all grown up, its your life" yet still trying to control every single shit in your life. Tried to fix everything you did until almost everything you did need to be under their permission. "yeah, my life my ass"
fuck everyone who said, they will be there no matter what happened. they bluntly lied to you. pretend like you trust them but never once, rely on them. never please
people who said "hey you dont live to please people dear" is actually the people who wanted you to please them, the people who wanted you to fulfill their selfish bastard ass.
so literally fuck everyone. i dont undestand you, my blog posts arent for motivational purpose, its just a deal between me and my life.
after all, life is full of surprise & sometimes im tired of being surprise lmao
You feel blank, you will stare blankly at life & start questioning why did this happening to you? why did you do wrong in life until you deserve this kind of punishment in life? and starting to laugh at your life. yes, silly how its sounds like you are close to turned insane.
nope, you are doing it right. you are just done with it. Rather than being overthinking, putting yourself in depression, over sadness, you just chose to smile & laugh like everything is doing fine.
This is what i thought about how you should deal with life & with the people who living in it.
fuck everyone who tried to be those motivational shit ass in your life, because the know nothing but never forget to appreciate them, atleast they tried.
fuck everyone that said " you're all grown up, its your life" yet still trying to control every single shit in your life. Tried to fix everything you did until almost everything you did need to be under their permission. "yeah, my life my ass"
fuck everyone who said, they will be there no matter what happened. they bluntly lied to you. pretend like you trust them but never once, rely on them. never please
people who said "hey you dont live to please people dear" is actually the people who wanted you to please them, the people who wanted you to fulfill their selfish bastard ass.
so literally fuck everyone. i dont undestand you, my blog posts arent for motivational purpose, its just a deal between me and my life.
after all, life is full of surprise & sometimes im tired of being surprise lmao
