never thought that someone with this name or this particular person could be a person that I ended up writing something about him, about how much I miss him, how much I am attached to him, how much I rely on him, also how much I am afraid of losing him
losing the chance to listen to his voice
losing the chance to have his face as my everyday view
losing the chance to get mad at him
losing the chance to pour much love towards him
or even scarier,
losing the chance to be in the position as his important person in his life
It is pretty awkward, honestly
for a person like me, to love someone this much
to miss someone this bad.
to feel like -stick-like-a-glue to someone like a crazy woman
but with this man, everything is possible.
I have been doing stuffs i never did to someone else with me
He is not just special, yet I will probably give up on life without him by my side
////laughing (((((((( how cheesy I can be? yep another changes I made)))))))))))))))))))
I miss you, I am seriously greedy of you.
If it possible, I would like to be with you 24/7 every single day in my life.I do not ever want to share every tip of you with someone else
never.
But,
I love you so much, I acknowledged I shouldnt be immature type of human
We still have long way to go,
more to experience
more to explore
more to know within each other
Funny how, only 8 months it takes me to grow fond with you
8 months it takes for me to get obsessed over you
8 months to realize, you are indeed the one
But,
life is indeed a surprise phases.
I do not want to put any more hope since I know if one day you leave, I dont want to go through much pain because of this love.
Just, I hope from the deepest place in my heart, you will be here
should I write it or not, it may sounds I am asking for too much
Just..... I hope you will be here forever
I miss you so bad, sayang.
So badly
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